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Loosing the one whom you love

It's hard to anticipate how it feels to have both your parents gone. I have not returned many of your phone calls or messages sorry! It's been a month I have lost my both parents. Having huge family support from parents family (the people that they earned, around 30 people stayed with us), I almost felt my parents are staying with us for that first 14 days of mourning period. As everybody has their life, they need to return. Some people are naturally good in supporting, some people try, on the other side people talk rubbish "it's been a month now you should be ready to get over", "you are not concerned of your parents death" did I just hear this? what? how evil it is for you to talk like this?", "you have lost your parents, you have lost everything, so shut down your work in USA and settle down in India", when everybody gets back to their normal life why should I not? People are selfish they see their returns even at this situation. ...

My Silence

My Silence means that I'm tired of fighting and now there is nothing left to fight for! My Silence means that I am tired of explaining my feelings to you and now I don't have the energy to explain them anymore! My Silence means that I have not adapted to the changes in my life and I understand complaining does not help! My Silence means I'm on a self healing process and I am trying to forget everything I ever wanted from you! My Silence means I am just trying to understand myself gracefully with all my dignity! My Silence means I am trying to get more strength as silence is the source of strength